Track Insight / Lyrics
I used to wait for your call at night
Staring at my phone till morning light
Thought you were the air I need to breathe
Now I see it was just make-believe
You said forever, but you changed your mind
Left me standing there, no reason why
Every promise turned into a lie
But I’m done asking you to try
[Pre-
Now I’m walking out the door
Don’t need you like before
I can buy my own damn roses
Light my room and leave it open
Dance alone, I feel no pain
I don’t need you in my brain
I can love me in the mirror
Every day I’m getting clearer
All the tears just washed away
I’m my own world, I’m okay
You thought I’d break, you thought I’d fall
But I don’t miss you now at all
Your shadow’s gone, I feel the sun
Look at me, I finally won
[Pre-
I don’t need your touch no more
Closed that chapter, shut the door
I can buy my own damn roses
Light my room and leave it open
Dance alone, I feel no pain
I don’t need you in my brain
I can love me in the mirror
Every day I’m getting clearer
All the tears just washed away
I’m my own world, I’m okay
No more waiting, no more lies
I see truth in my own eyes
Every scar turned into gold
I’m not yours, I’m in control
(Instrumental — soft synth + guitar)
I can buy my own damn roses
Turn the night into explosions
Sing it loud, I feel alive
I don’t need you to survive
I can hold my own emotion
Ride my wave, no more devotion
Every step I make is mine
Lost you once, but now I shine
I’m okay… yeah I’m okay
I don’t need you anyway