Track Insight / Lyrics
I saw you smiling in a stranger’s car
Didn’t think it’d cut me this hard
You said forever, you said my name
Now everything just feels the same
Late night scrolling through your lies
Different girl, same disguise
You moved on like I’m a ghost
Guess I never mattered most
[Pre-
I try to breathe, I try to sleep
But every thought runs back to me
I don’t wanna love you anymore
But I still wait outside your door
Got this fire I can’t control
You took my heart, you took my soul
If I can’t have you, let it burn
Watch the whole world take a turn
I don’t wanna feel this pain
But I’d do it all again
Every memory hits like glass
Broken dreams I can’t surpass
You were poison dressed in gold
Now I’m freezing, feeling cold
[Pre-
I try to heal, I try to hide
But you’re still living in my mind
I don’t wanna love you anymore
But I still wait outside your door
Got this fire I can’t control
You took my heart, you took my soul
If I can’t have you, let it burn
Watch the whole world take a turn
I don’t wanna feel this pain
But I’d do it all again
Maybe I’m insane, maybe I’m obsessed
Maybe loving you was my biggest mess
If I disappear, would you even care?
Or just find someone else to wear?
(soft vocal, minimal beat)
I let you in… I let you win…
Now I’m fighting what’s within…
I don’t wanna love you anymore
But I still bleed like before
Got this fire I can’t control
You took my heart, you took my soul
If I can’t have you, let it burn
Let the chaos take its turn
I don’t wanna feel this pain
But I’d do it all again
Yeah… I’d do it all again…